Saturday, January 17, 2009

Bleh, mood swings

11:01 pm! :D At Logan's for the night. Was at Joe's earlier today and last night, playing Left 4 Dead and COD:4. Good Stuff. It seems like the only time I'm not worrying about something is when I'm with my friends.
Anyway, music is definitely not good for me. xD Hence the title.
Finals again when I get back to school on Monday, eww Monday.
Like really nothing at all happened today. Aside from being at a friends house all night. I came back home for a little bit to eat(Panda Express woo!) and shower, then left again for Logan's.
Don't you hate it when you've been doing something all night like a game or something then see the sunrise? I mean, don't get me wrong the sunrise is beautiful, but when I see it I'm like ugh. Day. Sorry, that was random xD
I got banned from Gmod online for an hour! Yaay! I wanted to beat the guy's face in with an actual crowbar...and I kinda told him that lol.
God! Machinemade God stop messing with my head!!! .___.
I don't really know what I'm gonna do all night D: kinda bored.

Friday, January 16, 2009

This'll happen way to much I can tell

Burghargheerurug. That's the sound I made when I woke up. It isss 7:08a.m. Awesome. Actually I'm not all that upset. School's out today cause of the horrible fucking cold. That being said, I'm kinda mad that I didn't remember my dream D:< Dreams are like the best part of the night xD except when you have dreams that make you hate your dreams ._. Yaaay emo kid! What will he post next?
Sooo reflecting on the depression thing, not the best thing to do but it kind of just happens. I can see where it comes from, if it's there. Know what I mean? I bet also if you know me irl you probably know why also. Maybe some people online idfk.
I don't really want to sound like a broken record now so I won't repeat for the....2 people that will maybe be reading this. 3 if I'm generous! I guess this is just sort of a way for me to be like "hey I'm here and I wrote this down so it's not all bottled up anymore."
I will say I miss her though, and thats that!
Bleh, 7:18...what to do. My room was cold this morning even though I had the heat fan running ALL NIGHT. Granted I have 2 walls facing outside and the ventilation sucks in that room but COME ON! Not cool whoever controls the weather...not cool. Hmm.
Yup. Brain's empty. Good job! *pats head*

Thursday, January 15, 2009

yaaay first post!

Hey, hey! If you've found this I probably don't need to introduce myself but I suppose I need to. Dustin, 16, Indiana, USA. Yay. I'm already rhyming! 10 points! I will from here on out be keeping track of my points. 10! So...today is......Thursday? yup. Second day of finals woo! OH! and fist day of fake/real fire alarms at school. Apparently, (sp?) all of the ovens in the kitchen were opened at the same time leading to fire alarms and mass confusion. It was a good waste of time. Oh, and by the way, I refuse to use paragraphs.
Just kidding.
Yesssteeerrrday I was diagnosed with depression by my psychologist :D that makes me feel so happy, because medication fixes most things. Which I've yet to take, I guess I'll have to wait till next week to find out...or something.
I got Dead Rising!! But, I have to wait until the Friday after this one to play it XD it's at my dad's house along with the 360 lol. haaah. ha. ha. I miss my 360 *sob*
So, I've been reading this biography of Hitler in my spare time and found out he was very.....weird. And lazy. And sexually reclusive. And missing a testicle! Which probably explains the sexually reclusive part...
Ugh...today I....didn't really do anything, actually. Tomorrows the last day of finals assuming we have school (-26F wind chill sheesh) Might stay at Logans. Might. If he doesn't go all ARGH at me xD
Kay, so music I'm listening to right now isssss...Why by A Life Once Lost. you people should keep track of what I write depending on what music I'm listening to. Bye! I guess.